Do you know what “drunk irresponsibility” is?
It is those opportune moments when you can, and will,
maybe should, blame consequences on drinking too much.
I cannot blame alcohol ever.
Afterall, it gave me
That personal time between instincts and desires.
I talk to myself a lot.
I also accord too much blame on myself,
Struggle to remember people’s names, even though I do care for them
They struggle with my credibility.
I loved you.
I still do.
But I can no longer prove it
I like you
I still might
But I cannot convince you to inspire
- So I won’t do either.