I went from wanting to head home to prepare for work tomorrow, to wanting to find the fastest way to evaporate.

Right now, right now.

Even when I know I’ve committed myself to a job, to my family, to students, friends, Hector who has been trying to be encouraging, regulars at the bar, and support beyond my capabilities.

Given that I have been feeling alright, I have no idea what this is about right now. Lack of resilience, an easy slip of excuse to get past everything?

A cycle of typing and erasing everything written.

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  1. Sometimes the everyday things, feeling alright, may not be enough when we live and feel at a deeper level. I believe being “content” takes more work than letting go. I hope you keep working at it and don’t let it go. **hugs**

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