I went from wanting to head home to prepare for work tomorrow, to wanting to find the fastest way to evaporate.
Right now, right now.
Even when I know I’ve committed myself to a job, to my family, to students, friends, Hector who has been trying to be encouraging, regulars at the bar, and support beyond my capabilities.
Given that I have been feeling alright, I have no idea what this is about right now. Lack of resilience, an easy slip of excuse to get past everything?
A cycle of typing and erasing everything written.